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11.09.2012
Hwun, i got the same dream with you.=)
我想要有一天，拿起背包，旅行去..
不是去玩，而是为自己转换一个心情，扩大自己的视野...
不管是哪里...
法国的普罗旺斯，
中国的村野小镇，
巴西的地道风情，
我想走遍世界最美的角落...
这是我的梦想，这是我的目标，这是我的最佳幻想...
然后在那一天，用照片来诉说我人生的故事..

I always wish to travel here and there whenever i free.
However, reality never as beautiful as the dream.
Even now i'm in holiday, but don't know why, i'm like so stress and so effing tired.=/
Maybe, i'm tired because i seriously don't know what i want.

What outsiders see never be the true. They saw and think in their way, criticize as they like.
still that words for ppl, 如人饮水,冷暖自知. things that happened to me, never be easy as what you thought.
Sometimes, i really can't even read my own mind.=/ Keeping asking myself what the hell i want seriously.

That day, i dreamt about him.
and the moment i woke up, i thought of what wymond told me,=[
What life i want in future? 
Even future is kind of unpredictable, but, everyone still got own definition for their future right? ;)
I'm shock, when wymond told me about my dream, I never told, but he knew ;) Thanks god :D 
To travel around the world, with the high salary and happy satisfied job. 
I asked: 
Those man that loved a woman and treat her with excessive indulgence, additionally add on with rich, handsome, humour, caring, nice..bla bla bla.these kind of perfect man actually already extinct from this world, aren't they?

However, wymond said: 
My brother is one of the man in this categories.=) and i'm trying to make myself become this kind of man.

A round of applause! :)
I'm proud to have him as my friend ;) and i hope one day he will be in that categories.

Maybe, i'm wrong from the beginning. I shouldn't pamper too much.=/
I don't need a man telling me he's learning and trying to learn, but when he is free, he rather spend his time for games and gossips but not for trying to read my blog and understand me. 
Love need both side to maintain but not one to hold on tight. 
Maybe, he still mean the world to me, but he is just not worth to fight any more, 
I bet, even i post out this post, he wil never ever read this paragraph also. 
I know he is tired for his working stuff.
But, I'm tired if holding on. keep holding on made me suffer like hell and look like an idiot.
I am a girl, i want to be appreciate by people too. 
This is not greedy.=/ I just wish i can be appreciated.=[